Lovely day all through. La Petraja. 2
Physic ― & unwell.
Worked pretty hard off & on ― but XX & horribly out of spirits ― & miserable.
Dined at 4 on a sole & beer & potatoes.
Worked again ― & walked a little.
After all what good are the trees & beautiful woods of England to me? I got no sight of them. ― Nor is it well that I should care much now for anything more. ―
I think, at the outside, I shall finish 4 or 5 of these paintings only ― & then leave St. Leonard’s. ―
“We come no more to the golden shores ((Shakespeare, The Merry Wives of Windsor. I.iv. Falstaff to Robin: “Hold, sirrah, bear you these letters tightly; | Sail like my pinnace to the golden shores.”))
“Which we loved in days of old.” ((Owen Meredith (Robert, Lord Lytton). Clytemnestra. II: “Troy being captive, we shall see once more | Those whom we loved in days of old.” Bulwel-Lytton, Robert. The Poetical Works of Owen Meredith. Boston: James R. Osgood and Company, 1875. 302.)) ―
O weary life.
[Transcribed by Marco Graziosi from Houghton Library, Harvard University, MS Eng. 797.3.]